Filling the Financial Gap with Pre-Settlement Lawsuit Funding

It has been stated how the vaginal mesh has ruined lives, It is much much worse than just ruining our lives, you spend everyday wishing you were not living, the pain is so unbearable. Your life is no better than a POW of war. The pain med's side effects make it unbearable to even look at yourself in the mirror. I have lost the ability to work, provide for myself, walk, lost feeling in left foot and leg, unable to ride anywhere without suffering severe pain. The worst for most victims is Doctors that know you have the mesh will not even take you as a new patient. My Vaginal mesh erosion was so severe the device slowly erodes the skin and tissue surrounding the vaginal wall. It protrudes from the vagina. It has become embedded in the abdominal wall, putting my internal organs at risk, and causing dangerous infections. I have no control over my bladder or bowels, meaning leaking can happen at anytime anywhere. Losing the ability to have sexual relations with my husband for almost six (6) years is the greatest lost. It is a lot more than just ruining a life, it has taken my body, my life, my family, my happiness, my home, and destroyed my name. The FDA nor the manufacturers, the largest, Johnson and Johnson and it sister companies along with all the other manufactures have taken no accountable, no responsibility, no caring for all the lives and families they have taken and torn apart. The sadness of it is with the Government allowing Bellwether trials, "Justice for all" will not happen. My journey will never be heard in a court of law. Each day when I awake, I pray I hadn't. The pain is just to much to bare any longer. When the Bellwether trails were announced and U.S. District Judge Joseph Goodwin was going to oversee them. Hope was lost. Hope was the only reason to keep trying to get help, spending our lifetime savings to overcome the horrifying pain for a better life.
I wonder each day if the FDA and manufacturers cry tears for us as we do for all the physical and mental pain they have cause us. Do they think of us when they are eating out, buying a new car, a new outfit, watching there children or grandchildren playing sports or spending holidays with the ones they love so dearly. Do they think of us when they walk into their warm home on a cold night,a cool home on a hot day, something we no longer have.
A ruined life? Death would of been a better life.