About eight years ago Anita attempted suicide twice, and to this day her 16-year-old granddaughter still won't talk to her. "It's terrible that people have to suffer and put their families through hell," says Anita. "I was already gray when my granddaughter found me and called 911. She thinks I tried to commit suicide on purpose to get attention, but I was sick. She doesn't understand that Wellbutrin did something to my mind that made me not want to be here anymore."
"My granddaughter thinks I tried to commit suicide on purpose to get attention, but I was sick. She doesn't understand that Wellbutrin did something to my mind that made me not want to be here anymore"
Anita's doctor prescribed Wellbutrin as a "nerve tonic" so she could claim it on her insurance, but the real reason he told her to take the antidepressant drug was to quit smoking. Wellbutrin is similar to smoking cessation drug Chantix in its side effects—that is, suicidal thoughts and attempts."Wellbutrin worked. It helped me quit smoking by stopping that habitual part of the brain," says Anita. "But any time you take something that causes an action, there is a reaction. I became so depressed, and I found out later, in the psych ward, that I was chemically imbalanced."
Anita was diagnosed as clinically depressed before she was prescribed Wellbutrin—she was a walking time bomb. Wellbutrin was supposed to help her quit smoking and replace the other antidepressants she was taking. Instead, Anita kept her other meds and overdosed. "I was taking Wellbutrin three times a day, seven days a week—no wonder I was chemically imbalanced," she says.
"I wound up in the psych ward for 45 days, and then I went back home and started life over again. At that time, I was off Wellbutrin, but when I saw my primary physician he put me back on it. Of course he didn't realize that this drug had anything to do with my suicide attempt; he really wanted me to quit smoking. I knew something wasn't right but when I started back on it and got back into my routine, the same suicidal feelings came back.
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"So one year later, I attempted suicide again, the same way. And I was back in the psych ward again. After this second attempt I quit taking all my meds except what was given to me in the psych ward for chemical imbalance. That's when I put two and two together: it had to be the Wellbutrin. If it can make you quit smoking, it can make you do other things. I just didn't want to live anymore.
"I never took Wellbutrin since coming home from hospital the second time, and I have never had any more suicidal attempts.
"I feel great now and I am happy. Even though I didn't quit smoking, I'm alive. I'm going to try to quit again but definitely not with drugs; it will have to be cold turkey because I am really drug-shy. Now I just need to get my granddaughter back."
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Brian Brumfield
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There are many stories of how Bupropion/Wellbutrin/Zyban created suicidal thoughts that grew into compulsion.
There are people out there who survived this. These people are the key to fighting this problem.
If you were taken to the brink of suicide by Bupropion/Wellbutrin/Zyban and survived, please speak up. You can help save others from this evil fate.
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Helen Marie Daff
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I tried a different generic brand of Wellbutrin with horrible results. What the Wellbutrin did to me was make me very sick at my stomach, unable to eat no appetite, diarrhea every morning. Something was physically wrong! I started waking up feeling very very scared. This is more than normal anxiety. I started being too scared to go anywhere by myself. It's almost like a terror. I would have tremors and shakes . Then came the suicidal thoughts. Thoughts that I couldn't control. I understand why people commit suicide on this drug. The thoughts are different from feeling bad about something and not wanting to live this is almost like it physically changes your brain. As the medicine was wearing off I would start to come out of the thoughts but at the time you're in it all you want to do is die. What is strange and why I didn't catch it right away is I had the exact same symptoms on generic Effexor. I believe is something in the fillers or something in the way they're made. I even had seizure like episodes on both of these that stopped when I stopped taking them.
I took the Wellbutrin for 5 months. I still had the diarrhea and was sick and couldn't eat for 9 months. I'm still scared and afraid to leave my house by myself. I still have the suicidal thoughts even though I haven't taken it for months. Did I mention the cognitive functioning? It does something to your brain where you can't think right, you lose your memory ,you can't do things like you use to. It's like taking poison! This is not the way this medication is supposed to work and I took the brand name for years and it was ok. There's something about the generics.
If you still have your pills you can send them to consumer labs to be tested. That's what I'm going to do.
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Stacey
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After he died I researched the drug and I just wish I was aware that it could do this. I would have paid more attention and maybe I could have saved him. Many signs point to his suicide being an "apathetic" one, like poster Joebob buckley mentioned. I think this drug played a big part in my boyfriends death and I think it could have been prevented. I know this drug helps a lot of people but I think Doctor's need to be more careful in prescribing it and monitoring their patients. It is clearly very dangerous!!! Whenever I hear of someone taking this drug, it worries me that the same thing will happen to them.
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Sorry
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I think there's 2 big problems here. Every substance, including chicken soup will elicit a bad reaction in some people. This drug is not right for everyone and is obviously more dangerous than chicken soup. But people are dying from peanuts, so go figure.
But I believe the bigger problem is dosing. This is a powerful medicine that only comes in a few strengths. People should find their dose working up slowly from a very low amount. Unfortunately, it is not dispensed this way.
Best wishes.
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chris
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Wellbutrin has "activated" all of the bad sides of my life - while I had a tendency to drink too much, alcohol was never a huge matter in my life. Well, Wellbutrin turned me into a full-fledged alcoholic.
The only positive Wellbutrin has for me was that it gives a burst of energy, so no more desire to sleep around the house 24/7. The negatives are far worse - I feel worthless on a regular basis, drink alcohol heavily, and suicide is a very tempting and viable option for me.
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I am a happy person, though I attempted suicide 13 years ago, when it was discovered I had ADHD.
Now and for the past couple of years I have and am very satisfied with my life and have absolutely no thoughts of suicide. I started wellbutrin last week as an alternative for adderall (which I have been off of for a couple years).
It seems to work great. I don't have high levels of anxiety anymore. My sex drive has hightened and the little things that use to set me off, don't anymore. Granted it takes about 30 days for it to get truly in your system. Seeing as this is week two for me. I don't quite know if these "side effects" claimed on here are true or not.
Right now I feel like people are just looking for someone to blame.
If in the next few weeks, I begin thinking of suicide and nothing significant has changed in my life however, I will be back on this forum to report it and take myself off this medication.
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A few years ago I tried Champix to stop smoking, it made me completely insane in a just a couple weeks, if I did not have caring people around me I think I would have done something very uncharacteristic to my morals and nature. I immediately stopped taking Champix, went and talked to my doctor who said "oh yeah, they (champix mix) like all SSRIs have a small chance to drive you insane, to suicide, or homicidal tendencies". I was floored, I couldn't believe that my doctor had suggested this for me, and voiced my concerns politely, his response was "Ya I think quite a few of my patients that were depressed but NOT suicidal, killed themselves after taking one or more of these antipsychotics". I was notably concerned at this point and asked flat out, with a little less respect "Well then why the fuck are you prescribing this to otherwise healthy people that are maybe just a bit down or depressed"? His response was to shrug and say "Well that is the normal practice now". Just so you understand, he basically said that it was normal to prescribe these powerful drugs and then watch patients melt down, and it is ok because everyone is doing it. I spent the next 6 months researching fluoride based antidepressants, SSRIs' and the connections to murder, suicide, and violent behaviour, what I found was more frightening than I could imagine. I recommend everyone start looking closely at the actual data, and what families say about loved ones lost to these powerful drugs, or the fact that women on wellbutrin almost always hang themselves (uncharacteristic death), or that most of the mass murders over the past 20 years have been committed by individuals on one or more of these drugs, or that the country with the highest mass murder rate is also the one with the highest saturation of antidepressants or SSRIs'. Time to start asking the right questions, and stop falling for that " well they were on antidepressants so they were crazy", as opposed to the question "did the drugs make make them insane"?
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STARTING TAKING BUPROPION ON NOV 17 2011 AND DEC 07 2011 HE WAS DIED .I KNOW THIS DRUG CAUSED HIM TO HAVE HEART ATTACK ALL MY HUSBAND COULD SEE IS THAT IT WAS HELPING HIM TO STOP SMOKING HE DID HAVE SIDE EFFECT LIKE RACING HEART CHILLS SLEEPLESS . IF I ONLY NEW UPPER BACK PAIN WAS CHEST PAIN DO TO HIS HEART BUT ONLY IN BACK . WE HAVE A DAUGHT 15 AT THE TIME NO LAWYER WILL TAKE CASE BECAUSE WE LIVE IN MI AND CAN'T SUE DRUG COMPANY WHICH IS B.S THEY NEED TO BE TAKEN OFF MARKET .RIP LEON MISS YOU :(
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